Lalaland circle

Hi blogspot, today I’m gonna talk about a little short but depressing phrase in my life. But in my lalaland circle analogy.

I’ve always been living happily in my own lalaland circle. Negativity was never a thing. I could just kick it away easily.

Then when an abnormal circle/ reality/ some form of negativity comes which has no choice but to join up my circle, I couldn’t kick it away, I couldn’t accept it. It’s always there. I’m sad, angry and mean as in doesn’t fit into my lalaland circle. For once things doesn’t go the way I live my entire for. But it still need to be there.

Fact is all I had to do was to accept the abnormality with a big hug. Accept any form even if it has spike, because it’s gonna be part of you.

It’s an experience/sad phrase of my life that I’d never forget for life. It wasn’t easy for the day of acceptance to come, but it was vital to go through life in my circle of juggling social life with school life and family.

Most important take away was to forgive and forget. And give people second chances. Till it breaks me apart, all is good now.

The first and last post of 2018

2018, thank you for the best days, you’ve served me well. For the not so good aka horrible days, well at least it made me appreciate and realise more about this world. Or in fact, how horrible this world really is despite some of the good things. I’ve learned so much for the past 1 year.

Here are some poems I wrote this year, just gonna release them here. Some are horrible some are still acceptable, but all were part of my life. Be it this year or my lifetime.

Feedbacks or anything else really, drop me a dm.

Constant

You’re my favourite constant

My kaleidoscope to constellation

To hopes and euphoria

To the day we will get our first tatts together

and the day our kids meet

We are gonna dance to BTS songs at twenty eighty

Even with dementia, you’ll be recalled

Constant to the very last birthday, cheers 🥂

Euphoria 

it’s like in an..

abiding state of euphoria 

swirling, rotating, trippin’

denying sorrows, getting all plugged up

twenty four seven

Sunflower 

I’m a sunflower, a lil funny

Who are you, always intriguing me

Or I’m just too analytical

Do you really love a sunflower 

Or it’s for something else

Whatever is it

You’re still her remedy to melody 

You get her tripping, swirling in euphoria all the time

Falling into something non of us know

Is it loneliness, neediness

cos I want this forever

I love you

Night

Is the night young 

Why do I love staying up all night

Why can’t I sleep

Is it because I’m so queer

So different 

What’s wrong with my ancestors 

What’s wrong with my DNA

Why can’t I sleep

Do I love the night so much

Is it because it gives me something the day couldn’t 

Night, the only time of the day where I’m alive

Time

I feel like

Crying, whining, breaking 

Throwing tantrum

Hoping for time to run

Just for my heart

Just as my brain doesn’t

As I won’t be unbounded anymore 

But just for my heart

Still trapped, lost, helpless now

...till the days I see you

Social media

Ugh tbh I hate this two term

Everyone needs their social validation

Dependent on this feedback loop

Making their brain vulnerable 

Everyone wanna quit this toxicity 

But is it even that bad

It’s just life anyway 

Good and bad

Is good really for good

No one is perfect

It’s just different degree of badness

But is badness really that bad

What’s experiences without a little fun

Just keep everything in moderation 

And you’ll be good

Why is everyone obsessed with the good

Even the bad ones

Game

Life is exactly a game 

You’re in control of every single fucking thing

And there’s a time limit 

Once you hit 20, 40 and 60

You gotta achieve something 

It may be things like happiness 

Need not to be grand

But you gotta have it

You gotta win it

Happiness

My favourite thing in the world 

Reason why I’m living 

Best feeling on earth

Scientist call it dopamine

But having it is a choice 

Happiness is a choice

Choose it 

Be happy 

UPDATE // 8 SEPTEMBER 2017

HII GUYS THIS IS MY 3RD BLOG THIS YEAR OMG wth im so inactive.
I created this blog back in 2013 (wow 4 years ago) out of fun and boredom and I think I should keep it alive cos  THERE'S GONNA BE 30,000 VIEWS RLY SOON HEHEHE
AND OBVIOUSLY, U GUYS WANT NEW CONTENT
SO IM BACK WITH A NEW POST !!! YAY HEHEH
TBVH IVE ALOT OF TOPICS TO BLOG ABOUT BUT I CANT FIND THE TIME TO, BUT IM WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY FREE TIME AKA YOUTUBE TIME TO POST NEW CONTENT OVER HERE HEHHEH

Okay so I will just give a very generalise update on what's going on in my life
but wait.. real talk though.. WHO THE FUCK EVEN CARES WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE LOLLLLLL NOT LIKE IT'S INTERESTING OR WHAT X'D

But maybe you're someone who knows me personally so... this might be interesting for you?
Idk I like to watch/read contents my friends made on like blogs or youtube ahahahah

Anyway I JUST ENED MY END OF SEMESTER EXAM YAYYY
-lol tbh why every single of my blog post i'll always state that its end of my exams.. wow Singaporeans life is fking stress :(

IM PRAYING RLY HARD THAT I DID WELL COS MY MSA RESULTS WAS SATFISING IDW MY EFFORTS TO JUST GO IN THE DRAIN.

Recently I kept going out with Ryan Kalen and Linn and I neglected my close cheer friends like Gekhui Shermaine and Claris :( SO SORRY IF YOU'RE READING THIS I CANT MULTI TASK or SPLIT INTO 2 AHAHAHHAHA

Literally this is what we did this week: (4th septo 10th sep)
On monday we met at labrator park (or u can call there ARC) because i was studying with linn over there and then we went to drink at Newton cos it was at central and its near all our house so yeah
btw guys i hate drinking, i dont like how it taste like and the effect so... nah not a fan (normally ill take like max one cup + and ill stop already ahaha)

On tuesday we went to taus link to explore raffles marina and the lighthouse there hehe
THAT PLACE IS RLY PRETTY AND YOU CAN TAKE LOTS OF IG PHOTOS THERE SO YEAH ITS RLY *.* ill update more pictures on my ig so yeah do look forward for them heheh :P
then we went to eat at saizeriya and then we wanted to watch movie at kalen's house because we dont wanna waste money watching movie outside.

On wednesday I went to watch tokyo ghoul and DAYUM IT WAS GOOD MAKE ME WANNA WATCH THE ANIMATED VERSION and ive never watch anime so its a good TIME TO WATCH HEHE

On thursday which is today we went to watch IT and i don't wanna comment much about it because I will spoil the movie but it was just a meh. If i can ill rate it a 3/10 so yeah

On friday Ill spend the whole day training cheer and hang out with my cheer friends HEHEHEH

On sat and sun I'll spend my day at a chalet bday party and I HEARD THEYRE GOING old changi hospital at night and i hope itll be fun heheh :P QUITE EXCITED FOR IT

On sunday I'm also having a shoot with Ohana (Sginstababe side account) for some challenge heheh

SO YEAH THAT SUMS OUT MY WEEK HEHEH I CANT STAND STAYING AT HOME ALSO SO YEAH ill be fking bored

OUHH GUYS BTW PUMPKIN SPICED LATTE IS FKING OUT OMFG IVE WANTING TO TRY THIS AND SEE WHAT THE HYPE WAS ALL ABOUT AND I CANT WAIT TO TRY IT, ILL FOLLOW UP AN UPDATE ON HOW IT WAS LIKE HEHE

anyway lets move on my fav song for this period

it will be.. FEEL IT STILL BY PORTUGAL THE MAN
it gives me a very country ish vibe hehe
2) look at what you made me do by taylor swift DAYUM I THOUGHT I WOULDNT LIKE IT COS I DONT LIKE HER SONGS AT ALL BUT DAYUM THIS IS CATCHY AND VERY DIFFERENT
3) Location  by khalid
4) Maggie Lindemann - Pretty Girl
similar melody to cher lloyd
5) Rita Ora - Your Song
6) Grace vanderwall - moonlight and sick of being told
7) Halsey - bad at love DAYUMM THIS THO
8) JJ lin - Practice love, twilight, she says, the key and etc

HI!

Hi! In Adelaide but you can call me adele.

I'm currently pursuing a diploma in biotechnology at Republic Poly. I'm in cheerleading but I used to do gymnastics and track & field.

I dance occasionally too at oschool @ scape!
If you couldn't tell by now I'm someone who loves and enjoy sports a lot! But sometimes ill just rest at home, surf the net or watch netflix :)

I love to eat and watch movies too, especially horror movies.

I've a very strong resting bitch face aka RBF but I'm really friendly and I laugh a lotttt. In fact I laugh too much at times HAHAHAH.

I love to travel too omg! Im basically a wanderlust. I'd travel 2hrs in Singapore itself just to see a scenic view or visit quirky place.

Lastly, I love to write and I like literature too! Which is the reason why i creates this blog back in 2013 :)

If you wanna know more about me feel free to drop me a dm @adelaideangg on Instagram!

I'll see you guys later
Bye!

I'M BACK YOOO (tbh idk how i survived sec 4)

Waking up at 7am
Ending school at 6pm
Eating dinner at 7pm
Studying to 12am
And this cycle repeats
2016 was a fking exhausting year for me but it was an eye opening year too; at least i can experience how an O level student in Singapore survive the year.
I must say its all worth it when u get back the results and when u go into your dream school and then dream job.
ANYWAY, i've just realise i blogged for only 4 times tis year LOLOL im soooooo sorry guysss i promise to blog moreeee from now on since i've much more free time ;D
CHECK OUT MY LATEST BLOG because that is gonna be like a real blog and not updates about my life AHAHAHHAH
Bye for now! Stay safe and happy.
Ig: @adelaideangg
Twi: @adelaideang

STUDY TIPS FOR SCORING A IN SCHOOL!!!

Hi guys! Prelims and end of year exams are just around the corner and as promised I'll do a study tips for better results, so here it is! And if you guys followed this steps closely.. I can ensure you an A1! (Remember, study smart and not study hard)

First tip - PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
YES this will save you so so so so much time than to sleep in class and later on study at home because let's see, we spend 11 hours in school (okay at least my level does) and that's almost half of the day and if you're gonna just waste it by not being attentive you're just wasting your time and what for coming to school when I would rather you skip and have more sleep (sleep is very good for you and your brain okk sleep more if possible! (If you lack of sleep due to school maybe you can sleep more after this post ;)) okay so continuing, yes my best advise and first step for you is to pay attention in class, don't sleep, don't daydream and do other stuff.

Second tip - study only THE IMPORTANT THINGS
Okay so baiscally you need to ask your teacher for this - not everything in ur notes/textbook are important/ in your syllables. Teachers may put some irrelevant content in your notes just for your information, it is not tested. (Like, seriously I know they did this for our own good etc but we already have 6/7 other subjects to worry about we need empty brain space okk. And also we do not have to how this formula is make so don't teach us!) When you have a textbook just highlight the main points of the topic and when you're studying, just read the highlighted part - this will save you shit load of time. (This also works when you're making notes, okay this is for third tip)

Third tip - keep your notes tidy and SHORT
Okay so what are notes for? To tell you the important and main key ideas of the topic right? For example under geog we have "places of scenic beauty" so the key ideas are "natural beauty, volcanos, honeypot tourism, crowded during peak season - eg cherry blossom in Fuji, Japan" so during the exams you will just need to form all these key point into sentences when they ask questions like "Name one factor that affects the trip of a tourist" also, remember to put in ONE exmaple for each FACTOR as examples are needed for humanity subjects.

IMPORTANT - Fourth tip - TALK TO YOURSELF/ A FRIEND TO TEST YOURSELF ON YOUR CONTEXTUAL KNOWLEDGE
For exmaple after you study a factor, cover the text and test yourself what are the main idea of the topic. And if you're able to name all - WELL DONE YOU'VE MASTERED THE FACTOR WOOTZ!!!

Fifth tip - For language, JUST READ BOOKS/NEWSPAPER IT HELP A LOT!! AND MAKE A VOCABULARY BOOK.
Okay maths and sciences is easy as you can just learn on the spot and master it. However for subjects like English it is not a over night thing. You have to consistently practice and build up over a period of time to be good at it. This is why after 30 years people are still bad at a language - because they did not practice anything.

Sixth step - EFFORT IS EVERYTHING MAN EFFORT!!! As the quote says "We are what we consistently do."
Yes if you everyday write an essay and improve on it everytime your teacher gives you the advise and correct your errors - you'll be a great essay writer in no time! This is just an exmaple. If you want to score As you gotta practice and put in effort. Once you put in effort everything will come easy.

Seventh step - Find your dream course
If you do know what you course you want look back at what subjects you enjoy or what are your interests. Do you like maths and science? Biomedical is a great choice for you, scientist and so on. Do you like English/writing? You can be an editor. Do you like sitting down? Accountant is great for you. Do you like sports? You can apply the sports school or study sports related courses! So just look back at what you like and decide from there! If you still do not know yet, study really really really hard and get below 10 for O levels because you can baiscally go anywhere and you won't have to worry! Alternatively, you can go JC! :)

Thank you guys for reading another blog post by me! Your views encourages me to create better content for all of you. :) Do help to share this post with your friends/family! x

SWEET SWEET 16

HIII GUYSSSS HEHEHEH
dayum so on 11 march 2016 it was my 16th birthday and 3 of my bestest friend (best-est, yes I know AHAHAH) DID A SURPRISE FOR ME :') fuck my life I was fking touch. So on 12 am and for the whole day they didn't wish also so I was wondering is it bcos they were way too busy as that day was camp day everyone is rushing and getting things done hence they forgot about and i was like ITS OKAY AHAHAH.

At 9am plus my fav junior (Javier) wished happy bday to me on fb with all the kissing emojis and I was LIKE SUPER TOUCH COS I RLY 'FAN GIRL' OVER HIM ALOT (HIS RLY HANDSOME MIND U!!!) I showed one of my close friend in class, Zheng Yu and he was like "Omg today is your birthday?! I didn't even know u didn't tell me!" and it sounded rly real and I TOTALLY BELIEVED HIM AHAHAH I'm rly forgetful and naive person bcos the fact is i told him b4 i totally forgot about it.

Afterwards it was recess time and linn walked pass me I'm like "Heyy linn *smirk face emoji* WHAT DAY IS TDY!! XD" and she was like "CAMP DAY!!! *hand heart*" OMG THIS POINT, ME AND ZY LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY AHAHAHHAA COS THE WAY SHE SAID AND THE FACT THAT SHE'VE FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT WAS FUNNY as we knew each other for 7 years already how can she forgot. I'm like "oh well it's okay" in my heart cos I'm not someone who is very serious about birthday kind of thing AHAHAHA. SO MOVING ON~ WHEN I WAS EATING MY BREAKFAST (recess meal) QING ZHE (ANOTHER GUY) TOLD ME THAT LINN PREPARED SMTH FOR ME AND I WAS LIKE YAYYYY AND JUMPING AROUND AHAHAHHAHA COS IT'S LIKE RLY EXCITING TO RECEIVE PRESENTS FROM UR CLOSE FRIENDS (ISN'T IT AHAHA) -at the mean time zy felt very sad about not knowing my birthday (HIS ACTING WAS LEGIT VERY REAL)

AFTER SCHOOLLL - AS that day was Friday my normal routine was to go my CCA straight after sch and I had camp that day so yeah.

DURING CCA LINN PASSED ME HER PRESENT IT WAS A COOL DIY BIRTHDAY BOX/CARD WITH POLAROIDS KIND OF THING IT WAS RLY COOL (JUST SEE IT YOURSELF HERE) AND I was rly touched :"))) the note she wrote was damn mathar fking touching and special (the use of language was dayum) and it made me tear-ed AHAHAH

So the camp when on and my CCA squad sang the happy birthday song for me heheh (awwwh :'))

During dinner time I walked pass jazreel and I asked her the same question while smiling and smirking "JAZREEELL what day is tdyyy? XD" and SHE ALSO ACT LIKE SHE DIDN'T KNOW AND ME BEING ME BELIEVED HER AHAHAH (in just one day I was deceive by 3 people omg)

At 1159 zy wished me HAPPY BDAY and on 2am+ JAZ wished me happy bday too HAHHAHAHHA (I was like "I tot you've forgotten!" and she was like "Siao!")
So the next DAY when the camp ended one of my CCA passed me A BOX OF PRESENT AND I OPENED IT.. IT'S FULL OF CHOCOLATES AND CANDIES AND GUMMYS the list goes on I LITERALLY CRIED INFRONT OF ALL OF THEM AHAHAH COS I WAS RLY TOUCHED
SO LINN WAS KINDA URGH THAT DAY COS THE PLAN WAS:
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-Main thing: they were suppose to purposely forget my birthday and wish me tgt at 2359 on 11 March.-
Firstly before jaz approached linn for this plan linn had alr her own present for me (the DIY gift) hence she act like she forgot but afterwards she pass me her gift during the start of the camp. This was surprise one.
Secondly linn was suppose to put the box of candies in my bag earlier on and when it was showering time I'll open my bag and be shocked (it was rly a good plan cos it was camp day they couldn't physically pass it to me as all of us will be really busy (we're seniors). That was surprise 2.
The next day me and linn were suppose to have our normal lunch-dinner outing and we agreed on long john slivers a week ago. While we were eating jazreel and zhengyu was suppose to come in with a surprise CUSTOMISED cake (AHAHAHA FKING TOUCHING YES) and this was surprise 3.
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Surprise 3 didn't take place cos zhengyu was sick hence they couldn't conduct the surprise
BUT I WAS REALLY THANKFUL FOR ALL THE EFFORTS, IDEAS AND THOUGHTS PUT IN IN THIS SURPRISE
FOR THIS, I THANK YOU GUYS DO MUCH :') T.T IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAY EVER IN MYYY LIFEEEE WOOTZ *HANDS UP EMOJIIIII* #FKINGAPPRECIATED#

Yes I know that day was a really hectic and erratic day and I can't put it in a clearer way already.. I MEAN IF U GUYS READ TILL THIS PART, THANK U SO MUCH HEHEHEH :')
ANYWAY FOR NOW I'LL JUST WRITE TILL HERE, YAY FOR GOOD FRIENDS IN LIFE HEHEHEH LIFE IS WONERFULLLL YOOO

BYE GUYS!