Hi so basically today is 9th Jan and sch was bad and good idw to say much bcos idw to waste anybody's time here
As the title said.."Truth is, I can't accept change" and yes everything in this world is changing, everyone, everyday. But when it come to losing someone and trying to accept the fact,I just can't do it. Wait hold ur tits before you start judging, pls don't say things like "omg that bitch just can't let go of someone" "omg it's ur bad for losing that person u didn't hold him/her tight enough" and so on
If I ask u, can u let go of someone that you cherish a lot? That u spend almost everyday with? Someone that u spend ur whole secondary school life with? Ans is no ofcus.
And I'm saying a friend, a bestie, someone that will stand up for u even if the whole world goes against u, not a boyfriend if you guys are wondering. She is someone that will be there for you at your most depressed period, she will be there for you when no one understand your problem, this is how great she was but guess what we drifted
And hold on, I know everyone drift due to various reasons like diff classes, schools and so on
But we're so close that our friendship worth our whole life. We can be candid with each other, we can be upfront with each other, no one is gonna judge, I show her all my flaws and stuff liddat.
To lose someone like this, is like a knife going in to your soul, it's that bad.
I don't want to lose her, if anyone have her nobody would want to like I know some people don't mind letting go of some people bcos they're really bad in attitude and so on but she's different, she's a really really good friend, nobody can compare to her legit nobody. Okay she may have her flaws but to an extend they're acceptable as long as you're use to it because it isn't that bad.
I won't say who she is, feel free to guess but thinking about me and her drifting is like someone I'm close to just disappear, it's that bad
And yes I wrote this because I needed some space to write my thoughts down and let you guys read, i can't just keep my thoughts to myself it's better to let it out so yeah here are my thoughts and feelings.. thanks for reading and as always love yeah.
Ig: adelxide
